Crossroad

It finally dawned on me, i have to move on.

I have been here for 14yrs and to the Glory of God, i have been able to see myself grow as a man and as an employee.

Lately, i had been reviewing my life and came to the nasty realization that i was getting too comfortable with my lot in life. Don't get me wrong, i am thankful for being in this position but it is not me to sit in a position for 2yrs without moving forward. I truly enjoy my job and unlike a vast majority of people, i am working in the industry i chose as a 7yr old kid.

I have been in this country now for 14yrs and i believe it is time for me to move elsewhere, seek another challenge in another country. Thankfully, i have narrowed down my destination to only one place. I know in my heart that i can be a huge success in that country and i have already set my sights on leaving this country next yr.

I have never been a stranger to moving from jobs but moving to another country and another culture is a daunting task as my bone don set. I don't know about you but whenever i get negative feelings i usually swat it away without second thoughts.

Today though, i have been thrown into some sort of confusion as my line manager decided to chose today to pour out all the positive comments about me from the board of directors.

Normally, i would have smiled and said thank you while walking away but this company has been the best place i have ever worked in all of my working life. They have funded my continuous greed in search of more degrees.

I know the ol' cliche about companies not hesitating to drop you if you are no longer needed but i cannot just turn my back and walk away without giving anything back to them when i complete this present degree.

Or can i?