Been rehearsing in my mind so i'll be ready when its time
Knew i would be the best man i could ever be
Giving that which is of me
And that i find the strength and courage to seek
For the first time, i miss you terribly as you are not with me
Not having a clue what has come over me
Or what would become of us
I opened myself to you in a way i'd never done,
Letting you into my insecurities,
Giving you a pass, with all access granted
I feel like i am drifting through a cruel joke
Because when i looked into your eyes, it was empty,
Devoid of any emotion, chilling, spreading fear through me
I am not sure i am the man you want
Try as hard as i do, i fall short of your desires
I have been clinging on, hoping you will see the sincerity of my heart
Has the time come for me to concede?
Accept defeat graciously as you so often hint on many occasions
I know you feel something
But i want more
More than the occasional glance
The quiet stares that mean something to you, but are questions to me
Never mind though, i am only rambling cos its my time of the month!
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