Selectivity

Selection: the process of making a choice/choices ahead of others.
Is it possible for me to select the parts of you that i like
leaving those i do not like behind?
Is it possible to like you on monday, not on tuesday but like you on wednesday?
Am i delusional about who you are and what you want?

There are those times when i like you
and other times when i dont like you alot
But the main thing is the feeling of not liking you is temporary

I like open minded people to
share jokes with and enjoy a decent banter with
It feels so different when you are here though
Its like being with a different person

I have looked at things in depth and questions arise about me

1. Am i commitment shy?
2. Am i afraid of the unknown, being selective about liking only the known?

I have enjoyed the pleasure of past kodac moments, being afraid to risk the
emotional strain of creating new ones.
The pleasure of those moments was the bonding with the unknown,
letting my self for that moment, and that person, blindly enjoy that which the
other person gives of herself freely, believing that i will reciprocate those feelings.

I can spend an eternity analysing myself but do you do the same?

Are you commitment shy?
Are you afriad of the unknown?
Are you stuck in your comfort zone?
Are you aware of important things?
Do you know what you want?
do you realise it cannot be on just your terms?
Can you walk away?
Are your fears much deeper than the solution on offer?

Questions, questions.